Friday, November 17, 2006

you know, sometimes, the only way to feel better, is to make your deepest annoyences and bad habits that you own, public, by letting someone else know. I am not bashing myself, i am just like, releaving my mind of all those problems and try to change, change to me is not internal, but also a process where one can make the impossible, possible.

That said, i thank those who were worried about me and picked bones with me. It's nice to know what people actually think of you once in a while. Sorry i fell asleep in the middle of all the conversations i had with you people at night (your time) i was pretty exhausted, having holidays till the day before and not sleeping for 24 hr s after that trying to study for my physics test to no avail as you probably all know by now.I woke up only at 4pm, which i admit was rather cool. My writing style has changed alot hasn't it. I feel as if i'm writing an auto-biography, using rather weird language that i don't really use.

And i started playing pokemon again for some werid reason. I stumbled upon the site i think and downloaded the emulator and what not. And if you really need to know, that was the reason i didn't sleep for half of that 24 hours. And just a few hours ago, i accidently deleted the save file, how dumb can i get...i was at the elite four, the "end" of the game, but i deleted it. I didn't even fight them yet. Bad luck i say. Searched for file recovery programs, but that didn't work. When i was using the fourth file recovery program, i started thinking about whats so important about the freaking game. In a last ditch effort, bp used system restore. That didn't work either, so now i know that system restore does not restore deleted files.

Then i started watching iron chef, downloaded from the net. I am bored and i like to cook. How do you think i learned to bake and cook? or rather, how'd u think i learnt to do anything i know how to do. Lets see, i learnt soccer from the people in 2B3, i learnt to play basketball from pretty much the same people. I learnt to do quiet time when i do do it from david. I learnt how to bend and hammer-on guitar strings from watching chris. etc.etc.I thank all of you for teaching me everything i know. I'm just like that la, i learn from just watching people do things. I learn't to study from chris as well. Wonder what went wrong? =P

lol, iron chef is interesting as well as educational and not to mention a whole load of laughs, i now know how to tell a female lobster from a male.lol...who said TV was bad. And the voice overs are hiliarious. One time someone said this about an Iron Chef,"creative doesn't do him justice....hes DESTROYING our normal perceptions"....destroying indeed. And another time, a comment went like this,

"First i taste the curry.Then i get ATTACKED by alot of UNEXPLAINABLE flavours."

brillient voice overs eh, BRAVO i say. I better go take a nap now. I am probably not going to school tomorrow. I need to how do i say it...regroup from what happened 2 days ago. Godbless eh?



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Anglo Chinese School (Barker Road)
University of British Columbia (Okanagan)


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-learn to play guitar (well)
-be a good boy
-find God's calling for me
-Survive in Canada
-My own Guitar
-Fender Stratocaster
-Learn to drive
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-Get a dog
-Library of Bibles
-Go to Australia for my post graduate studies by getting a scholarship from the singapore government...ahahah
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